The promise of a good cup of coffee.

My abilities, i tend to doubt myself and how far i can go. I take for granted the fact that i am a talented person, that i have the power to effect people because i don't see myself in that light.

I learned the Freudian elements within F.Scott Fitzgerald's works, mainly the Great Gatsby and the conflicts featuring Victorian repression and the igniting of sexual awakening/independence for women. It was a good day.

Without a doubt. I am a skeptical person, one not quick to judge but i am also cynical. But i am absolutely positive that the force is real. I was once in my bathroom brushing my teeth and i glanced up to look at the mirror and there was a pregnant woman, she looked angelic and at ease. When i turned around to look she wasn't there but her shadow was. I guess if you believe in the supernatural is a question of faith, not merely religious faith, don't get me wrong but faith that there is something other than what we see, quantum physics and scientifc explainations alike.

• Books that have changed by life:
  
  Fountainhead-Ayn Rand
  The Amber Spyglass-Philip Pullman
  The Burning Times-Jeanne Kalogridis
  Violin-Anne Rice
  The Kite Runner
• There are more but i think the one that had really influenced me was the Jolly Pocketpostman when i was younger because it really got me interested in rhyming and writing.
• The Fountainhead gave me a whole new persepective on life. On the world. On everything.
• Amber Spyglass gave me a broader and more accepting feel towards religion even though it is a childrens book and a work of fiction it was very powerful.

Right now i'm alternating between three books. I am rereading the Fountainhead ( some critics claim that this is a book that every female girl has to experience and will later pass over a.k.a a phase book-i disagree), thoroughly reading Of Civil Governement by Locke ( reminiscent of Adam Smith's Wealth of Nations and a bit Similar to Hobbes Origins of Government but very good) and loving Lady Chatterly's Lover a D.H. Lawrence classic.